Attention

OMG…after the fourth place in Gothenburg I’ve got soooo much media. Four articles in the biggest newspaper online and like 1000 clicks per hour during a few days now in my blog. People who are happy about my winnings, people who are upset about me criticizing one of my opponents and a lot of others who just disagrees with me in some point. I also got hundreds of people congratulating me on msn, mail, in my blogs and on telephone. Exciting and fun that this fourth place gave me as much attention, I just wonder how much I would have got if I would have won it?! This is a thing that makes me happy at the moment. Another thing is my balcony. It’s lovely. Pink and purple flowers and today I bought a big lantern. Looks so nice out there that I wanna spend every single day there. Today we, me and Cas father, had a meeting at daycare about Casper. The meeting turned out to be really good. They really love Casper and told us so much things about him that really made the both of us proud.

It’s been a great day…until I found something online that took me down… This person is not the person I thought he was. A video online and a blog post put things in a new perspective for me. I’m a person who always sees the best in people which also leaves me disappointed sometimes. Disappointed is a good word to describe my feelings right now. I hope I’m wrong but I’m afraid I was right from the beginning.

The weekend will be spend with friends. Tomorrow my friends come over to eat dinner and play Nintendo Wii. Will be nice. No plans for Saturday or Sunday but normally they are fully booked somehow anyway.

A special thank you to Jeanne on PS today who put down a lot of work to help me out with my “Vegas problems” *s*. Tytytyty!!